After finally getting my new military ID, eating some chipotle, and crying and not being very nice to my incredibly patient boyfriend, (maybe the ANOVA calculations got to me, or maybe it was just my weekly breakdown) it was time for my experimental psychology class. 2:15-4:30, twice a week, in a cold room, with a very peppy and intense professor.
After a 35 minute lecture on page 1 of chapter 3 we had a 5 minute break before a special speaker was to come. Of that five minutes I texted my dad and was questioning my major, my direction in life, and all my frustrations regarding such decisions.
Once my five minutes was up, I entered the frigid room sat down and God renewed my spirit.
The woman explained her dissertation and it inspired me. Finally! Something that mattered!
In the tedious monotony, vision fails. My zeal and passion waned. On top of that, my purpose, my "niche," is still yet to be determined. I don't know where God will take me; I'm still discovering my passions and what roles they will play.
However, God is sovereign and knows the end. He will lead me and I must follow in faith.
Also, I have a mission now. My mission is to do my work joyfully. I am to serve others now. I am to love and seek Christ and give praise.
Right now matters.
Today should not be a passionless pursuit, but a stepping stone-- a day filled will thanks, service, growth, joy, and excellence.
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